rcm. argh i'm so upset. why? why why why why? maybe i just won't go. just skip it & give the money to my parents. i know its like WTF? but really. it makes sense. i havn't had ANYTIME to practice. moving + theory exam/classes+ work+ university stress.
i just didn't organize myself anytime to practice. i can't do that anymore. i have to start to practicing. but i can't go to my rcm grade 8/ i'm just not prepared enough. i'm not prepared. i'm not ready i'm so scared. ....what the hell am i supposed to do for university? omgoodness =\ oh geez
so i disappeared for a bit i want to start over (: i need xanga, keep track of my days. plus i have no one to talk to ) :
so this past summer has been quite the rather.. interesting one. sometimess.. i was really busyyy & sometimes i would be bored out of my mind. & now especially that i've moved i'm really far far far away from everybody ) :
oh well. at least i get my own space? paddys so bossy -__-" but i rather live with her than anyone else.
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